A few tid-bits about me. It's always better to get to know your fuck buddies a little bit before you get into it, right? No?
Well... Anyways...
So my name is Cayce Beltram. For those who have a hard time with the name, don't worry, you ain't the first ones! Say it like if you were saying the letters of alphabet K and C. Together with me: K...C...
Great. My friends actually spell it 'kc' when they write to me. That's my name, use and abuse it. Some say it more like for the male version, often pronounced like something closer to "case". That sucks. Don't do that. I could be cool and pretty I don't care, but it actually makes my skin crawl. You don't want that. I don't either.
As of this blog post, I'm 21. I see people raising eye-brows. "21 and a sex-addict?" Not that uncommon folks. Wake up and smell the coffee. "21 and living in the USA? Gotta be wild and drunk all the time. Another stupid young girl who lives like there's no tomorrow", you say? Well, you got that about right. Yeah yeah, I'm young and innocent and don't know what I'm doing.
I know I'm having fun, and that I am not ashamed of myself anymore. Some might say I should be more ashamed now with my way of life, and they can go fuck themselves. (DISCLAIMER: there might be expletives on this blog. Whoops, too late).
Where do I live? As Bono beautifully put it, I'm from the City of Blinding Lights (I love this expression. No, I don't love Bono. Well, I'll do him for free, but Í'm not nuts over him. But I love that title, and the song as well). I'm a New Yorker. A real one, I don't live in freaking New Jersey or something. I've been in different places actually, but I am a New Yorker by nature and by heart. It's in my blood.
What do I do? A lot of things (and people). I study (2 completely different degrees at the moment, actually), have a few temp jobs (some I do regularly and some are really just occasional stuff), and I recently started to work part-time. Trying to get a grip on my life, actually. If I don't do it now, next thing I know I'll be the next Hooters' girl at the corner, or have my picture in a newspaper for having finally made the jump to professional escorting. Na, we wouldn't want that, would we? So I try to put a few things in order, at least. Don't know where I'm going (and don't really know where I've been *) but at least I try to keep some good options and to still have some crazy shagging fun as often as I can. And mostly as often as I need, because my body decides for me.
Hell, writing now makes me horny, actually. If I could paint the thoughts in my head, and time how much of my day I spend thinking about sex, boy would that be scary...
How that brings us to that side of things. Great, I see your eyes lightening up. I'm a bi, I've been since I've been 13. Well, technically I was a lesbian since 13, and then I became bi when I became 15... But let's not be too pragmatic and talk about the psyche here, because that's what we are all about, isn't it? No? You want pussy, ball-sacks and huge cocks? Fine...
So I'm bi, but I have cycles. I'm an horny bitch, basically. I mostly want to fuck girls (and dear God, is there plenty of fish in NYC!!), and from an erotic perspective I consider the feminine to be the real deal. It justs teases you and makes you mad.
But on the other hand I want cocks to penetrate me and rough me up, and sperm to drip down my throat, breasts and ass-hole all the time.
Don't take it as a hint that I like to be dominated though! You might be in for a surprise. Usually it depends on you. If you're aggressive, I'll be daddy's good little bitch. If you show any sign of weakness, you'll be mine! But sometimes - and I really have no clue why, actually - I do REACT the opposite way. You try to control me and I'll give you a fight. Well, rough sex rocks. Sometimes, because gentle sex does too. Well it depends, rrraaaahhhh dammit my mind goes nuts right now!
Picturing too many stuff. See what you're doing to me?!
A dirty little girl needs a fix. NOW!!
* A big wet kiss to anyone who figures out where I pulled this from, because you're worth it!
Saturday, January 16, 2010
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